It’s Raining Outside

I’m stuck at the office, it’s raining pretty bad outside there… supposed to have a meeting with my friends at 10, think it has to do with the tender for the 40 computers that the pharmacy school wanna buy.
Today has been quite a productive day… went to the treasury to see what I owe the univ, woweee my fees summed up to a total of 1k++++++ …. that’s quite a sum… think I’m going to go and pay that in a few more day…. The afternoon was quite ok, I was designing a new banner for the website… made it in both flash and gif… but the flash wont show up… I left it like there.. still stuck on what the solution should be… i can have a swf file in every directory .. sheesh…
and while I was doing that I was surprised by my GF going online… a big surprise.. seems she had half the day off.. hehe…. lucky me….
But as I was enjoying her companion, got a call from “tokei cc”, something about the internet server going haywire… have to go and see it for myself….. luckily my GF wanted to have a bath… that saved me from having to go away while she was online….
So here I am.. back at the office.. still thinking about the flash thingy…. how do we do it… seems i just have to port it to a gif file then.. but the tricks I did with it in flash would be hard to copy in a gif…. oh well… I have a whole night ahead… pheww… think that’s enough for now….

A Day Gone Awry

Yesterday was another supposedly boring day, with supposedly nothing special, but things happen which I can’t stop. No wonder I had this bad feeling from the start. Got to the CC just fine, perhaps a bit late, but considering all the odds, I was wondering how I made it to the CC at all. Then feeling in a good mood, I built this webbie. Huhu… not bad for a person who’s been away from it all for a few months. Felt good for a moment there.
Now I’m feeling weird all over again. I promised myself I’d call my gf. But then, heh…. how the heck am I going to call her? Public phones are too goddamn far away. And no credit on the phone RM0.01 to be exact… Now I’m feeling guilty for not calling her and knowing how she topped up her phone 7 times this month alone just to call me. (not to mention calling her sis but then again it’s her sis). Feels so down these days.. Perhaps coz I miss my gf too much. Used to be able to talk to her everyday, either on IRC or over the phone. But now, its been 2 days since I last heard from her.
Sheesh, why didnt I call her.
And now I’m sleeping late again. 3 am and still not sleeping. What is happening with me. Tomorrow I need to meet my lecturer. This has turn to be the most difficult time of my life.
I’m seriously overstressed these days. I suspect that I’m getting crazier by the day…..

A New Beginning

I was bored, stressed out perhaps. And suddenly out of the blue a desire to create inspired me. I wanted a new website, so I thought what the heck. Let’s go, have some fun while at it. And maybe learn something new in the process.
I was thinking of a theme, and I believe it would be best if i dedicated this one to my soulmate. So here I am, a few hours after I started the project. Guess it will be some sort of a blog. People often commented of how hard it is to make me tell them what I truly feel, and I truly feel I need to change that somehow, more of so because my gf mentioned that too… so what the heck. Here is a place for me to put down my thoughts into writing….

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