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		<title>Happy Chinese New Year 2009</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 16:40:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Happy Chinese New Year to everybody, celebrating or not. Me I&#8217;m just enjoying the extra long holiday. Malaysians are crazy about holiday. There are 100++ days that Malaysian do not work. So how are we going to achieve that developed country status if we love holidays that much. A question to ponder on I suppose [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Happy Chinese New Year to everybody, celebrating or not. Me I&#8217;m just enjoying the extra long holiday. Malaysians are crazy about holiday. There are 100++ days that Malaysian do not work. So how are we going to achieve that developed country status if we love holidays that much. A question to ponder on I suppose <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
One thing that I hate about this type of holidays is the jams. Its long enough that ppl wants to go back to their village/parents&#8217; home but short enough that they all do it during the same period of time. Plus all the kenduri make it all the worst. Jams are ok to me if its in big city with multiple routes to use, but jams in small roads just don&#8217;t work for me.<br />
Combine that with idiot drivers? Road bully? Road Hog? Hell on road! So my advice to those idiots from KL or wherever plz don&#8217;t drive as if u are still back in KL, do have some manners. Leave ur nasty habits back at wherever you call ur home/place of work/whatever.<br />
We have enough issues coping with the jam what with u lot coming back, don&#8217;t make us sumpah2 u some more.<br />
On that note Happy Chinese New Year, be safe on the road!<br />
Adieu <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/devil.png' alt='Devil' title='Devil' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /></p>
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		<title>51st National Day</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2008/08/51st-national-day/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2008 21:17:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today is our nation&#8217;s 51st national day, yes I prefer the word national day as opposed to &#8220;independence&#8221;. Why? First of all I truly believe we have not even one bit loosen the shackles that was left by our colonizer. Our minds and our lifestyle is still tied to the old ways as dictated by [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today is our nation&#8217;s 51st national day, yes I prefer the word national day as opposed to &#8220;independence&#8221;. Why?<br />
First of all I truly believe we have not even one bit loosen the shackles that was left by our colonizer.<br />
Our minds and our lifestyle is still tied to the old ways as dictated by them.<br />
Second one is, because Malaysia was only born years later on September 16, 1963 as such the 51st Merdeka is only of the States of Malaya.<br />
This year the theme is &#8220;Perpaduan Teras Kejayaan&#8221; as the saying goes, &#8220;bersatu kita maju, bercerai kita roboh&#8221; or &#8220;united we stand, divided we fall&#8221;. A most suitable theme when there is much tension and emotions running wild in the country.<br />
Peace my friends,<br />
Adieu <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/rose.png' alt='Rose' title='Rose' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /></p>
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		<title>The University Feedback</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2006/10/the-university-feedback/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Oct 2006 23:58:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[An issue has been highlighted recently by our media, this concerned our PM wanting feedbacks from Malaysian that have studied oversea and what they saw there that could be applied to our university and improve it further. This is somehow related to the concern that our universities are not favourably ranked by the world. Our [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>An issue has been highlighted recently by our media, this concerned our PM wanting feedbacks from Malaysian that have studied oversea and what they saw there that could be applied to our university and improve it further. This is somehow related to the concern that our universities are not favourably ranked by the world. Our ranks usually starts in the hundreds and usually UM our oldest univ getting the better rank.<br />
The highlight was that the ranking systems focuses on the product (students/graduates) and the manufacturers (lecturers). How good/ready are the students when they leave the univ and how qualified are the lecturer plus how many researchs/advancements they have done.</p>
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With this in mind, feedback was needed to see how overseas university compares to our local university, as the request comes directly from the PM, we can imagine how serious our government is taking the issue. Thus far the feedback line is still open (to my knowledge) and just now I saw something on TV that suggests while our PM was abroad he talked to Malaysian students and lecturers there to hear what they have to say.<br />
One particular comment that was highlighted was from a Dr. Syed Nasrin Syed Zainal Abidin who previously taught in USM for 3 years and in the UK (Univ of Birmingham?) for 6 years. The comment was that when comparing our students in the UK and when he was teaching in USM, he believes that the students in Malaysia (USM) put a lot more effort into studying, their downfall was only that they are not proficient in English. He also believes that we need to prepare our student for the global market and not just for our region (South East Asia).<br />
Here was the point that got me thinking, if our students are alreading putting their backs in studying, but still getting no luck in securing a job then it is our local university that actually does a bad job of preparing a student for the workplace. The university mainly focuses on the professional courses such as Medicine, Pharmacy, Engineering and so on (even bragging how good they are), while continuing to fail in preparing students with a general degree to have a grasp on what they would face when they enter the marketplace. This has been mentioned a lot of time, the university needs to know what the employers want, they can&#8217;t simply stuck a syllabus to a degree without realizing which part of the syllabus is actually going to help the student when they are working.<br />
For a science major, I felt that my syllabus was designed as if all of the students wanted to be researchers and lecturers and enter academia. That is an impossibility in itself, some courses were plain useless and at times redundant, with more than one course covering the same basics. As an example is there a major difference between Enviromental Management and Aquatic Environment Management? not by much if you took the course, just the focus was changed.<br />
The idea has been mooted for sometime now, the University need to have feedback from the employer what basics they want in their future employee.  For the professional courses it is simple for the professional body to give feedbacks to univ, but other employers? I would not deny that some jobs would require extensive on the job training by employers as the job requirements are too highly specialized. But somehow I can see that most students comes out without even the basic knowledge. Some degrees have it the other way around, even though they are not professionally linked, they are somehow too specialized, making it hard for the graduate to find the exact work that will fit their degree. Thus making the degree just a requisite for higher pay and not knowledge.<br />
For me I was lucky that along the way I picked up some basic human skills that is needed in almost every other job. Luck plus plain interest in the field of human psychology <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> To which I can happily say that I have had a multitude of job while I was still studying, and not all in the same field. Thus, I gained experience on what my future employer would expect of me. To be on the crazy side, I chose a job which was not related at all to my degree <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> and I&#8217;m having fun doing it <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/grin.png' alt='Grin' title='Grin' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
Which leaves me to my final question. <strong>Have your university education prepared you for your current job, or did you pick up the skills on your own?</strong> <em>Leave a comment.</em><br />
Till next time, Adieu <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/devil.png' alt='Devil' title='Devil' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /></p>
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		<title>Why Are You Here?</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2005/06/why-are-you-here/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 16 Jun 2005 07:15:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Warning : If you are caught using my writing as a basis for your Pernyataan Hasrat, don&#8217;t blame me if you don&#8217;t get into the course. Get a valid reason or else drop the idea of being a teacher at all! Why are you here? why did you join up? why do you want to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><font size="-1"><i><b>Warning</b> : If you are caught using my writing as a basis for your Pernyataan Hasrat, don&#8217;t blame me if you don&#8217;t get into the course. Get a valid reason or else drop the idea of being a teacher at all!</i></font><br />
Why are you here? why did you join up? why do you want to be a teacher?<br />
Those are among the questions that will be asked during the interview and later on by your lecturers. Trust me when I say that the interviewers are much more forgiving when it comes to you giving stupid answers as they are just going to fail you with a smile (yes the interviewers usually smile all the way through the interview which is unnerving.)<br />
The lecturers on the other hand are not as forgiving, cut the crap of serving your nation (berkhidmat utk bangsa agama dan negara). Most of them will smile and afterward bang u real hard for trying to lie to them. Don&#8217;t tell them u really believe in serving, they know you are actually lying and it is actually because of the perks a teacher will get. Just tell them the truth and u might get out of it unscathed.</p>
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Some would say that they want to be a teacher because in their old job they had to do overtime till midnight and a teacher only gets to work till noon. What a mistake, you will hear a lecture on how a teacher&#8217;s work never ends and that you will most likely have to bring home work to do. Being a teacher is like doing a non-stop presentation, you have to get prepared everyday, and when else do you get prepared if not at home.<br />
Some will have reasons related to their families, which would end up as being the same as above but with a little twist, here the lecturers might go softer on you. When it comes to holidays they were all smiling, yes teachers get tonnes of holidays, but never when we really need em. You can&#8217;t easily get of work to visit a dying relative and so on. The procedure to get a day off is not that easy.<br />
Why are the lecturers bullying you with all these impossible to answer questions? because as one lecturer once said, &#8220;I&#8217;m afraid for my grandchildren&#8221; yes that one sentence means a lot. If our heart is not truly in teaching, wouldn&#8217;t we be teaching just for the sake of getting the montly pay and not teaching because we are responsible for the student&#8217;s future. One more thing is, all of the lecturers at the teacher trainee college are teachers who were upgraded to the status of a lecturer. To be on that level they must be passionate about their job.<br />
If you don&#8217;t really love teaching, wouldn&#8217;t you burn out after a few years (yes teachers usually burn out, especially english teachers). Then what would happen after you have lost your drive to teach? Robotic teaching I suppose, nothing of real value that will sustain the student for life, maybe just for sake of passing exams.<br />
Most of all they are so hard on us, because teaching is a noble profession, but it is being devalued by teachers who teach in a lackadaisical manner. Teacher&#8217;s are no longer looked up upon, instead parents use them as a scapegoat for their children&#8217;s problem. How many students nowaday hate their teacher? Which is saddening, but then wouldn&#8217;t it also be because the teacher himself is not pulling his own weight? As the lecturers are also teachers, (they still prefer being called cikgu rather than lecturers) they feel it as an affront to their profession.<br />
Then you will ask, why am I writing this piece, fret not I will give you the answer. It is because I am sick of people who thinks that being a teacher is a way out of another job that they don&#8217;t like. I am sick of people who thinks teaching is a last chance job. For me, I joined up not because I don&#8217;t have a choice, I do have a choice, a choice I never exercised. I made a conscious decision to be a teacher, a decision I made after working part time as a teacher during my univ holidays (and afterwards). The satisfaction that you get as you see ur students progressing in their studies is more rewarding to me than getting 10k for a project that took me 2 weeks to complete. (Yes I used to do webdesign and that was my rates those days.)<br />
I could have applied to get a job at a multitude of government agencies. But I did not, instead I only chose to go to only 1 interview, the KPLI interview.<br />
The true reason why I applied for KPLI was because one day during my second stint as a part time teacher I realised that I don&#8217;t really know what the hell I&#8217;m doing. The student was not understanding what I was teaching. In the 1st stint, the students actually understood something, but now they are not. I was actually afraid at that moment because I realised, that I am not teaching them anything. I was untrained, I don&#8217;t really know how to handle these kids. That&#8217;s why I applied for KPLI because I wanted to be a trained teacher.<br />
The principal of that school once said that &#8220;A doctor can kill his patient one by one, but a teacher can kill a generation.&#8221;<br />
p/s: So for those who came to my blog wanting to find out stuff about MTeST, here is a challenge. If you are still up to it, go ahead, by all mean be a teacher but don&#8217;t be a mediocre teacher, be a great one. That is a challenge both for me and for you.</p>
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		<title>Decisions, Where Do I Want To Go?</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2005/03/decisions-where-do-i-want-to-go/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2005 21:37:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Most people after knowing that I&#8217;m about to become a teacher would ask some of these questions, &#8220;Why did I want to become a teacher?&#8221; sometimes more specific &#8220;Why did I choose to become an english teacher instead of a biology teacher?&#8221; or the inevitable, &#8220;Where are you going to ask for your posting?&#8221; The [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Most people after knowing that I&#8217;m about to become a teacher would ask some of these questions, &#8220;Why did I want to become a teacher?&#8221; sometimes more specific &#8220;Why did I choose to become an english teacher instead of a biology teacher?&#8221; or the inevitable, &#8220;Where are you going to ask for your posting?&#8221;<br />
The question that I&#8217;d like to highlight is &#8216;where&#8217;. My answer would definitely be &#8220;somewhere close to home&#8221;. Then they would all lament about my obvious lack of wisdom to choose somewhere close to home. I digress, home is always better, and for me the best place to be.<br />
They would say that it is better to go to Sarawak or Sabah, and earn more ringgit, as the pay is higher because of the oversea allowances. I would really want to say, &#8220;what is there in more money&#8221; and risk sounding like a hermit. But to be true to myself, I&#8217;d answer yes more money from allowances, but how much is the plane ticket? Would you just go back home once a year? or more? Not so much savings now eh?<br />
Then most probably they would say that I should go to other places and experience life there. The thing is I love to travel and I hate to say it, but I&#8217;ve been almost to all of the states in Malaysia excluding Sarawak and Johor and also to Japan and Saudi Arabia. But then again I love to travel, thus I&#8217;ve always gotten myself on all-expense-paid trips. How? Plain lucky I guess <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> But I&#8217;ve never had the desire to stay long.<br />
The truth is, most of the time when people laud all the benefits of working/staying far from home, I would just keep quiet. No point in telling them what I think, when all they would care is their own opinion. Even more so when the fact is they themselves have never had to stay/work far away from home. I have a friend who works far away from home and is always happy to just get a break to go home. (isn&#8217;t that so amran? <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' />)<br />
But lets not stop at that, let me tell you of a little comparison. When I was staying in Penang, I usually wake up to the sound of crows going &#8220;akk akkk&#8221;. It was also the same when I was in Klang, crows everywhere. Now in Cheras, it would have to be the early LRTs that sometimes wake me up. But at home, I wake up every morning to the cheerful sound of the birds, not crows certainly. I feel refreshed not stressed.<br />
Then there&#8217;s the case of money, here in Kelantan the cost of living is low. Dirt cheap low in fact, more so if I stay with my parents. Then again a small terrace house cost only RM300 per month or so. In penang that small terrace house near the town would fetch as high as RM600, or perhaps higher in KL. How can I not be persuaded to live around here?<br />
To be fair, if I get posted somewhere else. I wouldn&#8217;t really mind, it is always a good experience trying to get accustomed to a new surrounding. And I think, I am fairly good at adapting myself considering the fact that I lived in Penang for 5 years without any problems.<br />
At the end, its not about where I want to go, but where I am forced to go. <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/grin.png' alt='Grin' title='Grin' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/devil.png' alt='Devil' title='Devil' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /></p>
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		<title>The Trek To Gunung Nuang</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2005/02/the-trek-to-gunung-nuang/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Feb 2005 00:08:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[For the past few weeks, I&#8217;ve been trying to write something about my time over here in Cheras. Wanting to tell every bit of detail that happened in my life. But somehow, I couldn&#8217;t find the right word. Nor the right sentence to start the story. For now, I&#8217;ve still not found the right sentence [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>For the past few weeks, I&#8217;ve been trying to write something about my time over here in Cheras. Wanting to tell every bit of detail that happened in my life. But somehow, I couldn&#8217;t find the right word. Nor the right sentence to start the story. For now, I&#8217;ve still not found the right sentence to start the story. But the story telling will continue for now.<br />
For the first two weekends that I&#8217;ve been here, I&#8217;ve been going out trekking with fellow friends from my university and school days. The experience has been refreshing as it has been quite a while since I&#8217;ve gone out trekking. The last trek that I did was with my cousins, finding waterfalls near Besut around six months ago.</p>
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The trek that I went for with my friends was near Pangsun, specifically we went up Gunung Nuang up to Sungai Lopo. The place is not your regular spot, as usually nobody goes up there. Only the irregular enthusiast that walks up there, and the locals who goes up to their land.<br />
As it is, I went on the trek twice, each time with a different set of people. The first time around I went with 7 other persons. Most of them are not friends of mine; instead they are friends of friends. Of the 8 of us, 5 were guys and the rest were girls. 4 were Chinese, one Indian while my friend and I accounted for the 3 Malays. The second time that I went there, it was in a smaller group comprised of 4 persons (2 guys and 2 girls).<br />
For each of the time that we went up, we spent around the same time getting up and down. Also, almost the same time was spent up there. All in all, around 2 hours was needed to get up to the place. But, going down usually it is only 1 hour and a half, or less.<br />
The place is simply astounding, no amount of word can be used to describe the place. The water is simply cold, icy cold and tastes sweet. (Even plain water has taste, you just have to develop your senses to it). The view is the kind of view that put words into authors mind, and notes in a musician&#8217;s sheet. If you stay still for a minute, you can hear the music of the forest, the rushing of water in between the rocks, the trilling of birds up in the tree, the blows of the wind upon the high leaves, the rustles of the grass in between your feet. It was simply an amazing experience just to be there.<br />
It felt awkward going down, because I felt heavy hearted leaving the place. Wanting just an extra minute more to savour the beauty and serenity of the place. But in the end you realize, that you have to leave the place and journey back to the brick jungle.<br />
My friend and I agreed on trying to make it our weekly activity, and till today we have succeeded in going on it twice. But looking at his schedule and mine, I am not so sure that I will be able to go on it as much as I wish. He with his work and me with my studies, but hopefully I can go on trekking for at least five more times.<br />
Note: My lecturer&#8217;s husband is asking to join me trekking, should I say yes or no?</p>
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		<title>Sniping vs Daylight Murder</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Nov 2004 10:51:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Sniping has nowaday become a popular form of picture taking. Sniping is when you take other people&#8217;s picture discreetly. FYI, sniping is usually done on those handphone with cameras. So be warned that there are thousand of snipers out there, armed with Camphone (megapixel or VGA) trying to take pictures of anything. As per norm [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Sniping</em> has nowaday become a popular form of picture taking. Sniping is when you take other people&#8217;s picture discreetly. FYI, sniping is usually done on those handphone with cameras. So be warned that there are thousand of snipers out there, armed with Camphone (megapixel or VGA) trying to take pictures of anything. As per norm the preferences for subject matter is girls.<br />
There&#8217;s also another technique which I&#8217;d like to call <em>Daylight Murder</em> as it involved you taking pictures openly. This for me is the best way, and perhaps much much more polite to the people around you. And you have no qualms about being caught. As you are already doing it in the open. Thus far I have had no legal problems with this technique. And it has worked wonders for me.</p>
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Back in the old days when I was in USM, I didn&#8217;t manage to do any sniping. Firstly coz back then, camphone was real expensive and I was already luggin around my huge Nikon F60. So basically its useless. As sniping demands that you be discreet and my Nikon tends to attract attention the minute I put my hand on it. But guess what, among the best pictures of people (girls <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' />) was taken on that camera, and I usually get permission first, or later <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
And I did dreamed of getting longer range zooms as to allow me to snipe from a distance, but as a lowly student I didn&#8217;t have the cash <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/grin.png' alt='Grin' title='Grin' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> So I resorted to honing my people skill, and making them pose for me. <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> Or for the few, I&#8217;ll take the shot and tell them that I just couldn&#8217;t resist. <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/grin.png' alt='Grin' title='Grin' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
Preference wise I like to take pictures with permission, as you won&#8217;t  unnecessarily waste film on bad shots (remember film is expensive). So <em>Daylight Murder</em> is more of my style.<br />
So here&#8217;s a few tip and tricks to get you started.<br />
For <strong>Snipers</strong>. The basic is simple.</p>
<ul>
<li style="list-style: none"><strong>Stay Low</strong></li>
<li>Turn off your cam&#8217;s sound effect if you don&#8217;t want to attract attention.</li>
<li>Cover your camera with your hand</li>
<li>Make it like your doing something else with it. SMS, playing game or anything (digicam won&#8217;t have any advantage for this)</li>
<li>Get help from you friend, make him your shield, shoot from weird positions over his shoulder, in between his arms</li>
<li>Try to get the smallest camera/camphone, with the best resolution, atleast 1 megapixel.</li>
</ul>
<ul>
<li style="list-style: none"><strong>Be Prepared</strong>.</li>
<li>Always set your camera beforehand, a photo ops doesn&#8217;t come twice</li>
<li>Memorize the necessary steps to take pic with your camphone. Models with a shortcut have an advantage</li>
</ul>
<p>I don&#8217;t really have any experience doing this except once or twice with other&#8217;s people hardware. BTW. Handycams are good sniping tools coz they usually come with a substantial zoom which would cost way more with camera. And I have had good results from a Sony Handycams with a 22x zoom <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
For <strong>Daylight Murder</strong>, the basic is the same.</p>
<ul>
<li style="list-style: none"><strong>Be Prepared</strong></li>
<li>When going out to take pictures, always prepare your camera before hand. If you prefer not to lose your photo ops, make sure the settings are all right. For me I set it to either Aperture Priority or Shutter Priority, And Auto or Nightshot for nights. Manual settings are for photoshoots only.</li>
<li>Dress up like a photographer would, wear those photo vests (optional if u have the human skills <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /></li>
<li>Extra stuff for your camera if need be, battery and films (if using traditional camera)</li>
</ul>
<ul>
<li style="list-style: none"><strong>Human Skills</strong></li>
<li>Always carry a smile, dont scrunge your face or anything</li>
<li>A polite word goes a long way in getting a good pic</li>
<li>Sometime looking blur does the trick in getting your shot</li>
<li>Develop some conversational skill, u may need it to cover up what you just did</li>
</ul>
<p>You need not be discreet when taking pictures in this form, suffice to say, you shouldn&#8217;t be discreet else it would lose all the appeal and the fun. But taking cue from sniping, you could pretend to fiddle around your camera while doing it. Though my camera has this clicking sound that is very hard not to notice. <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/grin.png' alt='Grin' title='Grin' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
I prefer taking pictures in this style when there is a large crowd. A convocation for once is a good place as there are tons of people and also people with cameras, so you wouldn&#8217;t seem out of place (only what you are doing is). A wedding, open days, are all good places to go do what you love best, taking pictures. (of girls)<br />
<strong>My Favourite Modus Operandi</strong><br />
Usually this is my MO (modus operandi), I walk around the place carrying my camera loaded and ready to go. Upon acquiring subjects I would close in and take the pic while smiling. This would reduce the awkwardness that may follow. And as fast I can, I would turn and walk away and look like I&#8217;m busy. If you can&#8217;t or don&#8217;t want to elude the subject you may continue smiling and saying that you are taking candids, then continue walking. (Info: this is also a good pickup line, offer to send the pics to her <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' />) (BTW, I rarely do this anymore, not many opportunity)<br />
My other MO, includes going close to people and taking blind shots (blind shots are taken without looking at the viewfinder. I have managed to score some portraits in this manner &#8211; huge pics just like ur passport photo <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' />) You can also do this while holding up your camera close to your face and pretend to fiddle with the viewfinder. A piece of cleaning cloth is very handy at this point.<br />
My most used MO, is simply to go up to people and ask if they would like a pic taken. You never know if they are willing or not <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> It won&#8217;t even hurt a bit if they refused. And trust me when I say that this is my most successful and fruitful MO. I have gotten girls to pose single or in groups with this sytle. Even got one pic in which the girl was doing funny faces <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> (and no she&#8217;s not my GF)<br />
All in all, human skills are a must if you want to be a good people photographer. I do have to thanks my friends who have taught me to be bolder when taking pictures. But as my skills are not that good and my personal preference is taking panoramic views, so you won&#8217;t be seeing much of that part of me <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
<em><strong><br />
* Sniping : The art of taking pictures discreetly<br />
* Daylight Murder : The art of taking pictures with style.<br />
</strong></em><br />
*If you find this useful, please don&#8217;t hesitate to have a look at <a href="http://amazon.com/gp/registry/1LBNZ3K5IUP8K">my wishlist</a> <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
p/s: Sorry that I cannot post the pictures of people I have taken with this technique.<br />
1. As most of the pictures that I have taken are taken with a solemn promise to the subject not to display it publicly <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
2. Also the issue that some of them are highly internet savvy and me not wanting to risk my own neck.<br />
3. Some of them are already married /with bf after/before the pics&#8230; so again.. not risking my neck.<br />
4. Too lazy to scan the photos hehe (come and help me scan <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/grin.png' alt='Grin' title='Grin' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> )<br />
Maybe later on in a private gallery for selected users <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> (or anybody that buys me a Nikon Coolpix 4800 <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> )</p>
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		<title>Kejamkah Aku Bila Aku Berbuat Baik?</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2004/03/kejamkah-aku-bila-aku-berbuat-baik/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 31 Mar 2004 00:58:24 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Berlaku kejam tapi baik, berlaku baik tapi sebenarnya kejam&#8230;. mana lebih elok? Buat baik kat org tu sebab kesian kan dia tapi sebenarnya kejam.. sbb tipu org tu&#8230; cemana yer? Baik kah seseorang itu kalau dia mencintai seseorang kerana terpaksa&#8230;. tapi apakah dia juga kejam kerana dengan selamba mengecewakan seseorang&#8230; susah nak buat pilihan dlm [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Berlaku kejam tapi baik, berlaku baik tapi sebenarnya kejam&#8230;. mana lebih elok? Buat baik kat org tu sebab kesian kan dia tapi sebenarnya kejam.. sbb tipu org tu&#8230; cemana yer?<br />
Baik kah seseorang itu kalau dia mencintai seseorang kerana terpaksa&#8230;. tapi apakah dia juga kejam kerana dengan selamba mengecewakan seseorang&#8230; susah nak buat pilihan dlm hidup ini. Ada org kata.. cintailah org yg menyintai kita dan bukannya org yg kita cintai.. tp benda tu payah utk dilakukan&#8230; bukan apa.. hati org ni bukan leh main ikut suka jer nak suruh suka kat sapa.. nak sayang kat sapa.<br />
Jadi apakah seseorang kejam apabila dia bercakap terus terang&#8230; menunjukkan kepada org itu segala bentuk kekejaman atas dunia ini? Apabila dia mematahkan hati org? Menyedarkan tentang hakikat sebenar? Atau apakah dia lebih kejam apabila dia menyembunyikan semua itu&#8230; hanya menceritakan kebaikan.. melindungi ia dari segala keburukan&#8230;.<br />
Aku rasa lebih kejam kalau sembunyikan hal sebenar&#8230; sbb kita tak boleh sembunyikan benda tu secara berterusan.. menipu secara berterusan&#8230; pasti akhirnya akan terbongkar juga rahsia&#8230; kalau terbongkar&#8230; bukan kah lagi kejam jika dia tahu hal yg sebenar? Entahlah&#8230; terserahlah pada pendapat masing masing&#8230; mana yg lebih elok.. mana yg lebih tepat&#8230;. mungkin utk satu satu keadaan lebih elok berlaku kejam.. utk keadaan lain sebaliknya?<br />
Kuasa ditanganmu..<br />
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		<title>Equality : The Feminist&#8217;s Manifesto</title>
		<link>http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/2004/03/equality-the-feminists-manifesto/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 24 Mar 2004 09:32:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This one is going to invoke a lot of wrath upon me. But who cares. My point today is very simple. Don&#8217;t ask for something you can&#8217;t handle. Here&#8217;s the background. I&#8217;ve known a lot of women, mature and immature alike. And a lot have sort of mentioned equality among men and women. The same [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This one is going to invoke a lot of wrath upon me. But who cares. My point today is very simple. Don&#8217;t ask for something you can&#8217;t handle.<br />
Here&#8217;s the background. I&#8217;ve known a lot of women, mature and immature alike. And a lot have sort of mentioned equality among men and women. The same opportunity and stuff. That woman should not be discriminated because of their gender. And to tell you the truth. I do respect that. Because I do believe that we should look at a person&#8217;s capability before their gender or race or whatever. But what really peeves me off these days is the fact that these people came back to me complaining&#8230;. and their complaint starts with&#8230; &#8220;I&#8217;m a girl&#8221;.<br />
Most of these happened after I bashed them for not doing their job. Whether its at my old workplace (temp job) or my clubs&#8230; The same thing happened. Not satisfied that I gave em a mouthful. For me when these people says that they wanted equal chance. They have already stripped off their gender, meaning they can&#8217;t use it as an excuse. If they want to use their gender as an excuse, pleaseeeee don&#8217;t say that you can do anything that a man can do. It&#8217;s hard enough making decisions to empower them or not, but it&#8217;s harder when they start using gender as an excuse.. &#8220;I&#8217;m a girl, I&#8217;m sensitive you know&#8221;. Bullshit, its either you do your job or not. Gender doesn&#8217;t have anything to do with it unless I&#8217;m telling you to do manual labor or something&#8230;<br />
Equality is equality&#8230; the same opportunity, the same job, the same mouthful and also the same right to be bashed by your boss or work mates.. I don&#8217;t usually bash people based on their gender.. but when they say &#8220;I&#8217;m a girl&#8221; Hell yeah I&#8217;ll bash them for being a girl.<br />
If we don&#8217;t give people anything to discriminate us upon, there sure isn&#8217;t any point for them to discriminate.<br />
p/s: And yes people do call me egoistic and a chauvinist, who cares <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/razz.png' alt='Razz' title='Razz' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /></p>
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		<title>How Can You Forget Someone?</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Mar 2004 18:09:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>rahman.pauzi</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The topic has come up a few times lately in my conversation with friends and also with my cousin. We were talking about how can we best forget someone&#8230; how can we let someone go&#8230; and my solution at that moment seemed so simple. I told them that when you break up with anyone&#8230; you [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The topic has come up a few times lately in my conversation with friends and also with my cousin. We were talking about how can we best forget someone&#8230; how can we let someone go&#8230; and my solution at that moment seemed so simple.<br />
I told them that when you break up with anyone&#8230; you tend to only remember the good part, the good times&#8230; all the fun things you did together.. the nice memories&#8230; and remembering this will make you depressed as you will question your judgment then.. you will ask &#8220;why did u break up with him&#8221;, &#8220;where did it all went wrong&#8221; and more whys..<br />
When that happens never just remember the good part of your relationship.. try to remember the bad part&#8230; the part where everything went wrong.. all the hurt that u got courtesy of the relationship&#8230;. the part where bad thing happens as if on a collision course&#8230;<br />
That&#8217;s how you forget ppl, that&#8217;s how you recover from them. Seed a little hatred and let it remind you of all that.. never too much hatred mind you for it will make you an ugly person. Whenever I miss them, and sort of want em back, I always remember the hurt they gave me.. it may make me a cold hearted person (I am) but at least I feel stronger.. empowered to control my own life. <img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/smile.png' alt='Smile' title='Smile' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /><br />
<img src='http://www.rahmanpauzi.my/wp/wp-content/plugins/tango-smileys-extended/tango/rose.png' alt='Rose' title='Rose' class='tse-smiley' height='16' width='16' /> Adieu<br />
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p/s: comment closed due to severe abuse by ppl thinking this is a place to talk about their ex. get help ppl!!!</p>
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