Archive for May, 2003

Tired Out

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wouldn’t u be tired if u had to conduct an open group discussion trying to interview them on something.. handling 9-10 kids at the same time is not easy.. particularly if they are very outspoken… never thought i would be this tired… but now it’s just 5 pm and im already tired. the job is quite ok laaa. considering getting paid RM40 for 5 hour something of work… and getting a free lunch and breakfast… ehhhee…
i’m thinking of my gurl… probably on her way back from work… has she eaten? did she eat a lot? miss her so much… seeing ppl with their gurl would make me jealous.. but then again being far away is some time good … gets u closer in the heart… i better stop babbling and try to catch a snooze… sheesh.. am i tired or what….

On A Lighter Note

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3300 days
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I’m a bit happy, even if my angel haven’t forgiven me yet… at least she has promised me that she would eat a proper meal again. How good it felt to know that she’d be getting her proper nutrition.. I’ve been worried sick over her not eating properly… just a bit of fruit… She scolded me… saying that she’d be bringing up the girl’s name for the next few months… guess I’ll have to be prepared… ok I’m off to bed… wanna sleep….

Very Hot Day

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3301 days
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Today was a very hot day, sunny and hot! Landed myself a job as a research assistant here at the school of communication. Tomorrow I start work, interviewing kids. Got to my office today, something about ITC wanting to change the order yet again. Got a friend to handle it for me, this is getting to be tiresome. Oh well today is ok. some high and low note…. at least I got myself another job hehehe..
But still I feel rather miserable… I miss my girl. Kept thinking whether she has had anything to eat today or not… wish she had, worried sick about her… Here I am eating and there she is not eating at all… Frown
*listening to hitzfm online*

sepi tanpa mu

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3303 days
by in Poems

bidadari
mengapa menyepi
mengapa kau biar diriku sendiri
apakah engkau sudah tidak sudi
untuk menyayangi
sayang
sedarkah betapa terseksa diri
setiap masa meratapi
setiap masa menangis sendiri
tak terusikkah hati
mengenangkan diri ku ini
something i wrote, something i feel
*listening to the mellow sounds of the aircond, hahahaha mad*
*Any fool can love somebody who’s perfect, somebody who does everything right. But that doesn’t stretch your soul. Your soul only gets stretched when you can still love somebody after they’ve hurt you.*

A Boring Afternoon

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3303 days
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So here I am bored to hell, watched X-Men 2 and Dragon Ball GT and watched an old movie Lord of Illussions….. I planned on going to the treasury to pay my fees, but what the heck tomorrow lah. I’m bored and I’m missin her…. is she on her way home? or has she arrived, did she eat lunch? I know how much she like to spite me by not eating… Feeling very terrible right now… I think i’m gonna go for a walk afterwards… just to take my mind of things… been enjoying this solitary walks….

Of Processors and Peoples

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3304 days
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Woke up quite early today, got a number of miscellaneous calls today, Pn. Rohaya and my mom…. Pn. Rohaya wanted me to delay the delivery of the processors ITC ordered. Mom just wanted to know how I was doing. So here I am at the office, very early.. no one else is around to be exact. The guys are still at home doing who knows what. Huhu, I’m stumped to what I’m going to say when the MDC people comes around. Most probably because my head is still full of concern of how my angel is doing. Is she still furious or has it subsided, oooo I’m in deep shit bebeh…. Wishful thinking, it won’t subside that easily, knowing what I did, and how possesive she is of me. I’m off to lunch, its lunch break anytime by office standards and I’m starving… didn’t have breakfast was in a hurry to get to the office.

Internet and Lags

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3305 days
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It was very stressful, chatting with my girl here but the connection is so lagged that I can hardly get a word throught to her before a minute or two has gone by, sheesh. Can I blame it on the Univ’s proxy or on the univ’s staffs that’s over using the connection given to them. A few moments ago i cant even open the website.. the connection was that bad.. considering the fact that my website is on the lightside….. oh heck… I wanna sleep anyway…. while watching my gundam movies, heheh

Twilight Zone….

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3306 days
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Just had me a call from me girl… we were cut off, I think her credit ran out again… ekekek, I need to reload sometime this week, not good depending on your girlfriend to call you. Ah how I really do appreciate her calling me, especially at this time when my credit has ran out.. Smile Her computer is at the shop, being repaired, the motherboard fried, she was hearing a clicking sound last night, I thought perhaps it was the motherboard fans clicking coz it was misaligned or something, so I told her to give a good thump on the side of the computer, then guess what the computer when kapuut. ekekek a case of bad advice… forgot to check whether it was the power supply clicking…. So here we are with out any forms of communication till her computer returns from the shop. Oh well just gotta contain the my feelin for her for a moment… damn, I miss her already.
Today was supposed to be a busy day, I was about to go to the dealership to discuss the current price of computer parts, but then again my friend forgot that today is a non working saturday (govt) and usually the dealership closes at half day. So here we are stuck, guess i’ll have to go on Monday.
Finally amran wrote a comment on my memoirs, I think its finally the right time to roll out the guestbook which I should have done from the beginning. Ira, sorry bout what happened, no word can be said only that be brave. It will pass.

May Lightning Strike

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3307 days
by in Journal

What’s with the title? heheh just a bit mad at TNB. Just a little rhetoric considering they are using lightning as their logo. Blackout at my GF’s house….. What’s with TNB? problem in the electrical grid again? Or just trying to be funny. Anyway may lightning struck those lazy lightning guys… that will surely make them work harder next time.. ekekekkeek….. Ok wanna design the guestbook for this page.

I Feel Good

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3307 days
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Feeling right as the sun today, dealt with ITC, got my smartcard working again… something about change of management of the card system… oh well, at least I can get to my office at night.. Got the ext. number of the dude who’s managing the cardserver…. hehehe I’ll bug him if this happens again.
Met Puan Rohaya, talked to her about the PO, seems we need to send in the order next week, phew and how the heck am I going to do that? 30K worth of stuff is not easy to get by credit. oh well, I’ll manage somehow… And I also got to know where my check got stuck, it seems that the Accounting Dept of YP hold off the check because they had a similar release of check about a year back. Sending someone to Pahang to deal with that.. Seems someone need to be set straight…. Anyway why didn’t they call me, instead waited for me to call them first. Sheesh.. typical govt worker.
Missin my girl right now… probably right now she’s stuck somewhere in traffic, trying to get home from work. Oh well, I’ll have to wait till 7 to see her online. Now I need to get me something to eat. Feels very hungry, I think I can eat a horse or an elephant … ekkeekke….
*Listening to Hasnol – Laguku Untuk Mu , nostalgic bebeh!*

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